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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

14 May 2008

hmm... what can I say for today???

yup...there's still exams... okay... today, there was MT listening comprehension...
and... MATHS PAPER 2!

it was the most disastrous paper for me, Rainn!!
arrgghh!! I left a lot of blanks!!
total I loss about 50 marks!
sure flung mid-year...


but... i will try my very best and start studying from now for my prelim and o level...
hmm... i got a "poem" to share for those who have hated themselves before... it might be true for you...


I HATE ME

I feel lost
For my life is on pause
And my dear life has no cost

I look in the mirror,
Oh! How I hate what I see,
An ugly face looking back at me.

Dreams are just castles built on air
I thought fate is sometimes unfair
To achieve anything, I don't really really care

I can't bring myself to love me,
As everyday I feel like being dragged to the sea.
Drowning... no one actually notice me

Life has no meaning and nothing is for free,
For failures surrounds me daily,
Success will be another thousand pleas.

So what can you do to help me?
Should I try to blame others?
Should I point my fingers at me?
Who is the cause of my misery?



well... what can I say is that... try to love yourself, have confidence and believe in yourself...
like me... I keep scolding myself that I am super stupid... but how long am I going to scold myself??
How long am I going to hate myself??
I don't want to harm myself any further... I want to try to love myself... this cut...this cut on my wrist! I hate it! I regret for cutting it! It leaves as an ugly scar forever remains on my hand...
But I can't do anything...
It's already there...
LOVE YOURSELF... be who you are... AND...
DON'T BOTHER ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY TO YOU...
they are just jealous of you and wants to ruin you...
so...don't bother...but now...I'm off my depression period. I want to stay happy... I don't want to stay this anorexic , miserable me.... It just hurt myself more...

okay...erm... I think this is all about myself...hmm... I hope you all allow me to write this "motivational" speech... HAHAHA...

LOVE,
RAINN

Entry @ 8:09 PM

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